It has been quite some times since I wrote here. Actually it was not that hectic. I always have space. It’s just that I have the slightest idea to fill my so call blog. For viewers whom informed me personally about their liking to read my less censored sentences, thank you. Don’t worry, it will never change the way I express. A blog’s definition from my point of view is standing still. I write whatever I wanted to, whenever it’s possible; with the smallest amount of insincerity that just enough to keep me out of trouble ^_^
My life has been extraordinary. My life has been so exciting.
I hope we all understood these two words ‘extraordinary’ & ‘exciting’ are not describing infinite happiness. It is full of ups and downs, friends and foes, love and heartbreak, .etc. Each day I wake up and know that I will gain something new. Each day before sleep I do know that life has always moved ahead. Hopefully I can always catch up.
Gua masih lagi belajar di universiti. Sedey bila pk yg tak tau la bila nk abis. There is no such situation called “confirm” until it does. Mungkin sket lg grad. Mungkin gak tak. Huh.. Camne la ada org sanggup blaja sampai PHD? Aku buat first degree pun rasa takleh blah. Ahaha agaknya education mmg bkn field aku kot. Masa kerja kt fast food restaurant kena maki-hamun tiap2 ari pun aku rasa lebey happy drpd study. So salah satu matlamat gua setiap hari adalah sama: cuba, doa dan harap utk complete study. Lagi dan lagi dan lagi, sampailah aku dpt berambus dgn segulung ijazah. Reality suck, man!
Pagi ni aku bgn awal. Buat la apa2 yg patut. Breakfast maggi udang seround. Maggi lagi.. Lek lek sabar itu buahnya manis. Sikit lg nmpk la rezeki tu kuar dr mana2 (Sedapkan hati.. huhu). Sementara nk tunggu kelas kul 11 ni sempat la membebel jap ni. Hari ni aku rasa sgt menyampah dgn.. Golongan2 PRO-WANITA !!! Wei minah2, lu org bole pegi mampos! Gila aa diorg ni. Asyik nk kata semua lelaki jahat. Hek ela. Menggelabah. Bg aku mereka ini adalah golongan yg tak matang2 merangkumi umur belasan, 20an, 30an mahupun dah tua kutuk. Org jahat ada kt mana2 la. Gender is not an issue. Girl power? Go to hell bastards. Lg satu aku perasan ialah wujud ahli kumpulan pro wanita yg hanya bersikap camtu (pro kpd wanita) hanya bila tak ada pasangan: tgh single, baru breakup, baru bercerai dsb. Then, jual slogan “all men are devils” kt satu dunia. What’s wrong with you all? Brain damage ke apa? Ape kedeme nye, yob (Perak style)? Pastu bila dah jumpa pasangan, terusss “Men & Women are the world”.. Kritikan ini aku tujukan hanya kpd pompuan2 yg nk berpegang kpd sifat Pro Wanita ni sampai mati. So kpd yg dah sedar, atau perempuan yg tidak pernah biased pd jantina, saya nk menyatakan rasa hormat pd anda semua. Let’s live a normal world okay.
Tak puas hati? Sila pergi mati.. Aahaha. Ni blog gua. Suka gua la!
Btw, aku rasa yg dunia kita hari ini dah sgt tak selamat. Mcm2 kejadian kuar paper tiap2 hari. Rogol, samun, ragut, culik dan byk lg. Semua di antara kita kena jaga2 skrg. Most important of all, seluruh kaum Hawa, sila la berhati-hati. You too okay, My Dear..
Baru blk kelas ni. Hujan punyala lebat. Nasib baik bilik tak banjir. Hujan adalah rahmat: bagus. Banjir menghapus dosa: pun bagus. Patutnya rancangan weather forecast kt Malaysia ni kena ubah sikit cara penyampaian. Mana ada cuaca baik & cuaca tak baik? Kalau hujan tu tak baik, takdelah tumbuhan kt bumi ni tumbuh menghijau selepas hujan turun. Panas, hujan dan yg di antara keduanya semua rahmat. Hmm.. ingat nk layan citer European Gigolo jap lg. Nk buat keje kena bertanya dulu mlm karang. So, sbb dlm seminggu ni aku kurang dpt hiburan rasanya kenalah berehat jap. Rehat sampai mlm karang.
Smlm Zul dtg bilik aku. Terkeluar nama kwn2 masa sekolah rendah dulu. Mana ntah menghilang semuanya. Kwn2 baik dulu.. Yap Soon Yoong duk kt Jln Thamboosamy. Tiap2 hari lepas sekolah memekak main kacau budak2 Batu Road 2 blaja ^^ Mana ntah dia skrg. Juga Soffian Yusuf Hindustan celup yg tak sudah2 dgn Amitabh Bachan dia. Last but not least, Govin Ruben yg skrg kt Aussie studying to be somebody in the film world. Best wishes of luck kt lu org semua. Semoga tuhan akan temukan kita semua satu hari nanti. One fine day, Insyaallah..
Aku dpt idea nk buat lagu baru tp gitar lak takde. Gatal tul rasa nk petik tali. Esok hari Jumaat. Cam selalu, blk Selayang. Terfikir nk gi berguru jap kt KLCC esok sblm sampai umh tp blom tanya lg. Mlm karang la.. Bkn berguru semata-mata sebenarnya, kata ganti yg sesuai utk hajat di hati ialah qada’. Qada’ apa? Adala.. Sibuk je nk tau d^.^b Weekend ni kt sekitar BBS je agaknya. Ahad ada sedara kawin kt AU1, pastu kembali la ke Cj. Simple kan. Told you my life was not hectic. Ah lega rasanya, lama tak tulis blog. European Gigolo ke Narnia? Tengok la dulu beb.. Chalos!
Mellifluous by Mushbutton
why are you runaway
runaway make me so cold
you and i just a fool
hanging round and watch the tube
you say you love me
but you don’t admit it
and you runaway
again and again and again
again and again..
* Meaning of Mellifluous ~ Flowing with sweetness or honey
only then i knew what’s the venue of af crap looks like. kind of a huge broadcasting studio. total crowd was about three-quarter venue’s capacity. i could see some competing parties came all the way from places outside klang valley - from banners hung up and slang shouted. fenomena came out as champion. one of the cover song they played was from may entitled jemu. there is this last reef where the singer kamal sang "ooo…ooooooo" - everybody was ecstatically singing along loudly. while me during my trip back couldn’t get out from my head some lines of chorus that the vocalist sang:
